Friday, September 4, 2009
Dedicated to Ahmad Najib
It's been 2 days, I've been thinking everything over and over again. Of what 'people' says about me. "U have been such a very sad person"..kite seorang yang sangat sedih. Sedih ke? I know what they mean. Just take a good look at my earlier entries. Blog frustrate for this century..:-p Asyik cerita sedih je yang keluar.
Actually, they're damn rite.
My buddy, Ahmad Najib says.."your problem is dat u don't actually know wat do u want in ur life."
So, this is my answer..
Ahmad Najib dear,
It's not dat I don't know wat I want but I'm afraid of losing. Losing attention. Just look at my blog heading. If I decide to let go, then everything would only be a 'history'. Apa yang sedang I buat, I call it 'fighting'. I memperjuangkan apa yang I mahukan dari dulu lagi. If I let everything go, maksudnya I dah give-up. I know how it feels when we give-up on something, I dah rasa dulu & I tak nak menyesal di kemudian hari.
Hopefully, my decision to let everything 'go wit d flow' ni tak akan buat I kesal or menambahkan kesedihan lagi. I promise, would be happy for what I am. I understand, u..& people's around, only wants to see me happy :-) I'm happy to have a 'buddy' just like u. Thanx for ur concern & advise. I appreciate it, walaupun recently u dah brainwash I..huhu.
I promise to myself, tak nak lagi ada entry sedih kat sini. (kalau ada rasa sedih sekalipun, I selit2 jer ek..aci kan??hehe)